Happily Never After

I'm really addicted to this song right now, because at a moment it makes me feel .....sad, happy, free, relaxed, emo, seeking and lost?? I don't really know what/why it is, I guess it's a mixture of feelings, but all I can assure is the melody and lyrics can't stop repeating in my mind and it just makes me feel like closing my eyes and just imagine the best in future. It just makes me feel so ...I can't express well anyway so I thought I should post this song up because it expresses my feelings right now ...though I'm done and free now but I do hope the better won't be far and I'm still waiting ...

Here's the lyrics

"I don't think I want this anymore,"
As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself, "You've left before," (yeah)
"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure." (yeah)

And he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be
the time that she
would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all (ooooh)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.


She was laughing about the way he shattered something else (shattered something else)
To drag her suitcase down the path,
to the driveway (to the driveway),
she had never gone that far (oh, no)
Normally this would be, the time that she (yeah)
would let him talk her out of leaving, but this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:

"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me
(that just ain't for me)
Because finally,
I know I deserve better
After all
(that just ain't for me, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done, (so done, yeah).
I'm free, I'm free, so free
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah.

She inhales a breath she'd never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more.

'Cause she says " No
'Happily Never After' (after)
That just ain't for me" (oh, oh)

Chorus:
"I know (I know)
I deserve, better after all (ooooh/Don't wanna be/breathe)
I know I'll never let another teardrop fall"
(I'm done, I'm done)
"No
'Happily Never After' (so done)
(I'm free, I, free)
That just ain't for me" (that just ain't for me)
because finally,
I know (I'm done, I'm done) I deserve better (so done), after all
(I'm free, I'm free)/(ooooooooo)
I'll never let another teardrop fall"

(trailing vocals, "I'm done, "I'm done" "I'm done",
"I'm done, so done, so done")

Said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done

Road Trip !!!

Tomorrow will be the day !!! Yeah, it's our road trip to ??? .... it's PENANG. The renown state which provides really really good, yummy and delicious FOODS!!! I'm already so excited now ....

It's gonna be a "real" road trip this time !!! Hoo hoo, because we are driving there ( taking turns though) and no more buses .... it's gonna be rather challenging because we are departing at approximately 10 p.m to avoid being stuck in jams as" Raya" is near and people will prolly return to their various hometown in no time !! (Pray for jouney mercy ok)

Yeah, Yeah !!! So excited already ...I'm make sure I'll take good pictures, eat good food and perhaps get a good golden tan ??  

Mr.Nick

Signing off >>>

Drama or not ??

Hey, I'm back to blog once again !! Have been receiving alot of preassure from friends lately because they kept questioning "When are you updating ???"( Partially I felt the preassure because most are my friends are updating and I'm not so ... ) Here it goes ...

The story shall begins on FRIDAY. Basically, my friends and I ( The BOYLICIOUS) so called, met up on friday for an usual gathering.... you know like parties and drinks ??? Yeahh, so we did that. Oh yeah, in case you guys are wondering where we came up with that so called name/term "Boylicious" which almost sounds like delicious?? It is basically because we felt that we are really tasty and hot in a way and so we deserve the credits (Puked....LOL) and (Proud ....I know ). Hahahahahaha, was just making that up.... we don't have that thick of a skin yet....Oh maybe EDMUNDIOR/GRE TAN does!!! Because he seems to be the one who started refering us by the name of "The Boylicious"( Allah ...he copied Girlicious wan, no creativity at all LOR ...JK) and if Jackson is around (which is  unlikely because he is often busy working most of the time) then we will be transformed or named the "7 sister ...Chat ji muis" ???? WTF... OMG, I know dat's hillarious wonder where he got that whole idea from ??? Ever watch TVB dramas ??? Go google it if you haven't (not sure if its on google website but do try). I literally wanna kill myself because I can't stop laughing when he refers us as the "Chat ji muis" if Jackson was around and he later added that Jackson shall be the sister who later committed suicide and haunt the others !!! OMG....I am telling you how can I not laugh at this??? Its really hillarious if any of you were there. Jackson was like " Eh, Why must I be the one who is dead ??? (with a really sympathetic expression ) Pls imagine !!!! and then Edmund replied" Because you are always not around !!" LOL ....

(A Pic of our 7th sister/brother Jackson) *Weeping* Why did you do this to yourself at a young age ??? Huh??/ Why?? and then he replied " Choi!!! Choi!!! Dai ka lai si !!! I'm still here ok ...Eh people earning money wan lar !!! " Ok ...Clear tears ...drama ended !!.

Okays, back to Friday. Well, as usual we clubbed and alcoholed but fortunately I did not consume any( I'm always the innocent one ...LOL). It didn't turn out really good initially but then it was all awesome when "Poh Ma" another TVB character ....LOL ( What's with these whole TVB Drama thing ?? ) I hope they won't sue us for literally stealing their ideas ?? Our night was almost turning seriously dull , because the crowd wasn't really attracting ..... but then thanks to "Poh Ma" who came to us after she was "drunk" ( I'm pretty sure she isn't sober ....). You know wat she did ??? LOL ....it was really really unexpected. Oh yeah, before I begin she's actually the owner of the club and a friend of Eddy. Okay, we were dancing on and off due to some really "OFF" music and then all of a sudden Poh Ma came with some alco and offered us ....(We were surprised !!) She not only drank with an unusual amount/acts for a lady ....She in fact/instead carried both of my friends(Guys ok) !!! Eddy and Ian ....How is that suppose to be possible ??? At a moment ...I was stoned. Is she the boss of the club ...Oh wait ?? Is she a woman ??? What is she doing ??? Well....anyways the bottom line is "We had fun and it was unpredictable !! and that's the point of FUN no??)

I lost so I was forced to drink ..(They say it was pure pepsi, I hoped I wasn't being cheated!!) Guess not ...I was sober ALL the time !!

Group pic (Ryan snapped this so )

Spot the woman I'm talking about !!! "Poh Ma" ??? ( Frankly speaking she is really really pretty and I admired her successes in life, for instant a boss at a young age)

Saturday was Jared's birthday. He's one of Ryan's friend and that's how we got to know him. His 28th birthday party was held at "Ascott" hotel in one of the rooms ....and we were invited ( or did we just self-invited ourself??). I do hope we did not and hopefully they were anticipating to seek our arrival !!!

At approximately 7, We were all dressed coloured with a lil' bit of White and Red all over because the theme was "White and Red" but we got to know that it was amended to " Construction worker??? "( Excited melody got interupted due to...Construction worker???)when we later arrived ...Okay, I know it's a lil' weird already !!! Guess wat ??? Eddy found the eletrical srewdriver and that's how we found out ... cant believe they actually brought one there ( What is the purpose?? I mean "It's a real thing ok " )Herm ...fishy lar ....anyways the party was all pretty normal and exciting when we arrived !!! Pretty much like a birthday party with alot of  BALLOONS and Eddy was being extremely helpful* cough* by helping them to pump more balloons to perhaps make the environment filled with "More balls" (Don't get me  wrong !!!) Oh yeah, when he pumps he has style ...Am I being to informative ??? Ok I shall stop here

When we thought we were almost polite enough that we actually stayed till 12.30, we decided it's ok to leave and continue partying at some clubs just few blocks away from "Ascott". Well, we didn't just ditched them/crowd ....they followed as well and we had a great night not to mentioned !!! Music was really good but the sweats wasn't unfortunately!!!

Of course when the * Ahem * Celebrity arrived .... they always need a shot ??

Complete shot with Ryan and birthday boy in it !!

LATER IN CLUB

Damn "fat hau"= vain wan lar we all !!

I just realised I'm really bad at posing ...shit I failed "this one".

I should always go for the safest shot ....SMILE !!! with braces

Eh!!! We are not ready yet lar ....Give us 5 minutes!!

5 minutes later ( Do you guys really need that much of a time ???) 

Of Course(Results after 5 minutes)

Ok ...here comes the picture of the day !!! Hoorays , Hands up for both Boylicious member "Gre Tan" and "Nick Seow".

Okay, that was all the fun we had during the weekends. It's not over yet ....you think you know ??? But you have no idea !!! That isn't the drama I'm talking about ...No not TVB as Well , you got it WRONG !! Okay, i'm not gonna mention any names because this might be a lil' sensitive and I think there is a no need to be mention as well.

Well, during the party we were at, one of our close friend did something he was really guilty about.( If you are reading this ....I hope you wouldn't get offended but it's just an event I would really wanna point out ..Sorry). Well, I didn't really realised or notice until I was told by my other friends about it. Though I did suspect but it was only a thought. Well, What i'm trying to say is ..."We know we cannot do much, because it's your decision in the end. However as a friend we are not being able to just close an eye/ear and pretend it doesn't occur, I think most of us were really shocked though I did mention I wasn't but come to think of it again I am indeed shocked and stoned. I know it might not be of a "Big" thing for some people but I still don't think it's a wise thing to do ( In my opinion). I'm am really sorry if we have created all the dramas without you knowing/behind your back but seriously we wasn't being childish, we did that because we thought we should respect you and not just simply expose it and perhaps we were too shocked to barely even get an idea of what to do next and what to say when we meet up again because we didn't wanna make you feel like you think something really bad. Well, the bottom line is everything we did was with care for you despite the dramas and gossips we had .... if we didn't we will most likely have no interest at all to even bring it out only because you are one of us and we actually care!!! and to the one who is constantly blaming himself ...I do hope ...you will stop because it's not yout fault ok ?? And I really hope my dear friend ...don't do it again ok ?? Because if you don't love yourself ...nobody will ( I know i sound like I'm preaching but just let me end it ok ??) I really hope you will keep yourself as healthy as you can ....We all know you are a bright person and I'm sure making  the right decision wouldn't be that challenging after all ....We still love you !!! Ok ...life still continues ..."

Can't wait for the Penang trip we were planning to go this weekend .....How excited !!! OMG ...I hope i'll not have sleepless night due to this, as a matter of fact I get all excited at an ease so tell me is it a good or bad thing ?? You tell me ok ??

Nick

xoxo  

Eddy's return and My Weekend...

Wooowahhh!!! Last week was really hectic.... I repeat HECTIC!!! Why? Well, a few days back I received a sms from Nikki whom is in-charge of last year's Freshlook intercampus search and I was informed that a gathering with the other contestants will be held on Thursday 28/8 at 6 p.m at the "Apartment Restaurant" for some sort of discussion regarding this year's competition. Obviously I had class, because it was a Thursday and it ended at 3p.m but I didn't wanna be rude so I thought driving back from my college(K.Damansara.U) to my house (Ampang) and then showered,cologned, groomed and dressed finally back to the CURVE (Damansara) should be done ONCE! how convenient?? However, it wasn't that bad.... AT LEAST dinner was FREE !! and desserts were almost awesome because I couldn't whack all of them(I'm on braces ...Discipline pls!).

And then on FRIDAY, My beloved friend "EDDY "arrived from Singapore.....Note that when Eddy comes in, the word BUSY,HECTIC and PARTY will definitely not be missed and so you got what I meant  LOL.Haahahahaha,was just joking but it's somehow true.Oh yeah, and then I was invited by Ian to attend an event by "City Harvest Church" it was entitled "Emerge"....according to Ian they have it every year. Well, of course Ian was there, Ryan was also there, And then the busy, hectic and party person was there too LOL and of course myself. It wasn't so bad after all, at least I got entertained by the performance but I still think "Passion" was much much better ...Sorry !! Hermm... our night didn't just ended there, we were sorta hungry so we thougt we should FOODS?? So we ended up at "Sri Murni" a fusion mamak which serves all kind of cuisine I should say ....
LOL (I'm serious, they have lou shu fan, spaghetti, nasi kandar etc). Oh yeah, in case you guys were wondering it's located at SS2 and it's really not bad. Emundior of course attended later on after GYMING ...Ceh !!LOL and then the dramaS begin and ended eventually. Haahahaha...

SATURDAY was terrible don't wanna mention .... so let's proceed SUNDAYSS!!! Hoorays ...."MERDEKA" (What's dat???) Well, it was Malaysia's 51st indepedence day ..... I'm so proud . It's not really the point, and so I had breakfast with my family and then no progress till evening. Interestingly,the groupies decided they should go for a movie,so we mid-valleyed bought the tickz for " Mirror".... holy shit!!! (I'm writing this ?? it's 12.30 midnight leh) OK skip. After the movie, we had a lil' discussion about the movie whether or not it was scary, funny, stupid, senseless, and all the craps u can find. ( It's normal ...we do this after everymovie). 30 minutes later..... we finally decided what to do next ... we all said "Let's yum cha at Hartamas Square" and so we went. Honestly, the atmosphere just didn't seem to be right ...what is with those music??Anyways!!! Lucky thing we had a guest and he was "TONY" really nice and friendly but a little bit shy..hahahahaha

No...No..nnoooo!! it's not finished!! Soon after our drinking session, it was kinda late and after ALL we just watched "Mirror" and driving back alone didn't seems to be safe... MIRRORSSS??? So we decided to continue our session back at Edmundior's palace and then as usual the dramassss.... then ended!!

Later on MONDAY, when I woke up ... I told myself how nice it is to be at home AGAIN!! Watched the TV..Opend the Fridge...Play with dogs ..it was merely RELAXABLE . However, I got bored at around 8 p.m .....so I went on9 and saw RYAN!!! We chatted and I asked " Hey!!! How you ?? What you doing??" and then he replied " Good, but going to the Attic soon and Eddy is coming too..coming??" and then I thought why not ?? I'm bored !!LOL. And so finally I invited Kaze to come along as well .... because it's been a long time since we last met, fortunately he said YES this time . Okays, I'm tired ...Let the pictures do the talking .....

Kaze and myself (Spot my braces !!)

Myself, Ryan and Ian

Another Shot!!

Though it's not clear, at least we still see the glamourous side of Edmundior?? no?? LOL

Well, dat's all for now !!!

Ciaoszz

"Ugly betty or not "

Hermm, finally/eventually I have put on braces. Well, it wasn't that bad at least it was painless... AND no extraction of tooth was required ( Relieved!!!). However, I've been suffering from I don't know was it a GUM ache or rather tooth ache ...ALL I KNOW WAS >>>IT"S BEEN ACHING FOR 3 or more bloody days!!

Oh yeah, and apparently I am sort of possesing  a "lip filler-ed" lip....LOL.Is it a good,bad or SExy thing ?? hahahahaha . Anywayz , I do hope its gonna be just fine, because I worry too much... Oh yeah, and I need to brush my teeth every damn TIMES after meals!! Can you imagine ?? I hope I won't obtain a swollen gum, because by then my so called "sexy" lips won't be that "SEXY" anymore BUT weird and I won't be able to communicate like any other human being so frequently!!!

Okays, I guess that's all I need to update....Oh yeah, not forgetting the colour of my braces, LOL. It's metallic NAVY blue and I really regreted choosing that colour, because most of my friends concluded that I look "Dirty" with it ...yucksss!!! How flattered ?? I'll make sure I'll go for something brighter during the next visit ....so no pictures for now LOL

I miss eating like I used to EAT too !!!